today morning went to meet Mark and Fern in school. Nothing much lorz...talk to them about SBM project, then our group seated down and discuss about it..today actually got audition, but did'nt go in the end..like that lorz....went out with Daniel, Stephine, Fern, Joe, Florabelle and Mark...we went to town...had our lunch there...joke around..today actually not very happy, cause something is bothering me... I really don't know what to do..just hope that I can just sleep and never wake up...I'm not strong to face reality..went to meet Nicholas after that..then he company me home...went to buy his couisn's birthday gift...he came my house for awhile...cause going to his house overnight...today..is my frenz..birthday...happy birthday Joe..all the best...thats all...byezz
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hihi..today as normal...late for OFC then teacher sacarstic..hate it manz..kana shoot by me..then went to break with Fern's group...then like that lorz...after school went out with Mark, Fern and James..we went to eat then went shop shop...we also went to take neon-print...then after that went to meet ah boy at Tamp. went to take bus together home...like that lorz...went home chat online lorz...nothing much lorz...haiz..tomorrow got audition..thats all..byezz
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today in school as normal, morning went to replace my ez-link card...then went to school...then in class as normal, Salina return me those things I gave to her..then like that lorz..things is like that..then Stephine folded a straw star for me..very nice..then discuss about SBM project...this time bigger group...more people..went to boss' house..then after that meet Joe go home together cause he at Daniel's house...then went home..online chat with buddies and frenz...today can't meet one of my close one..cause busy..then very sad when he say "don't act good"...when I heard it, it really hurts me..then when frenz or buddies have problem, I can't help much..felt so helpless...don't know what to do...one of my frenz also got problem with BGR..I also can't help much..cause myself also got BGR problem...I felt so paranoid and extra..thats all...I'm off
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today afternoon...went to meet my fren, Salina...we meet up at Tampines..then went to Pastamina to eat..then joke joke lor...went shop shop awhile that went to school...then want reach school liao..found out that I lost my ez-link..I drop it in the bus..reach school gate liao..but did'nt go in...go after the bus until Toa Payoh...with Salina..reach there too late liao,,people took my ez-link liao...sad manz...then went to meet Mark at Doby Ghaut...eat dinner...talk about his problem then went shop awhile...after that went home...went home online, then chat with buddies and frenz...then like that lorz...haiz..tomorrow got to do my ez-link...sian sia..my mum gonna make me stuck on the wall...what a day for me...this few day alot of bad things happen around me..hate it manz..don't know why..I always think that human are wonderful cause they means humane..they understand each other feeling..but end up they hurt each other feelings....love makes world go round..but it also makes people's mind spinning round and round...I don't know what is love..what will happen if it's gone...why it come and go...why it keep making people confuse...why sometime it makes people feel sweet..but it sometime also hurt people...what is love...can you make it detail...why you are here..what you want...love?? without you..does it mean that its the end....love, love, love, love.....what you are doing izzit right or izzit wrong...you come without warning and you left without warning...you come with nothing for us...but left us in pain...why are you doing this....love..are you good or bad..sweet or bitter....the power of love...what can it do...love is something that is so complicated that books can't explain? why izzit that it's so complicated..why can't it be simple....thats all I want to say....one day I hope to find answer in you..I want to know you from head to toe..inside to outside..but don't know will I live till that day...byezz
today morning woke up late...went to school..went in wrong class..cause lost my time table...then went to PIE class...in my class while listening to teacher..I quickly complete my things....Ah boy came to my class there..then pass him letter and things lorz...then chat for awhile....then went back to class...went to have break with Mark, Daniel, Selina, Jamie, Fern and Steph. then we went to BK to have lunch...went I reach school, saw XXXX at bus stop...then XXXX saw me too..so we just said "hi" then don't know why..then got jelly leg...cannot walk liao..even climbing up the stair is a problem..then my frenz laugh like siao...then went to class...today Salina did not came to school..cause she not feeling well..then like that lorz..during EFC class when about to finsih soon...Mark gave me a pair of contact lens...very hard to wear sia..when wearing..very funny lor..Zila, Siti, Lina and Mark..they all tried to put it on for me but still cannot until to the extend of each of them had to pin me down to stop me from moving and blinking...lol..went to toilet and put..still cannot...went to daniel's house to take solution cause he got extra bottle..then say no need go buy..then reach home keep trying...from 8.15 I try until 9.25 like that then put it on...very pain sia at first..not use to it....then went to meet Nicholas..wa..when meet him..I was shock..he's not feeling well...then face very pale..can go flim Ju On liao...his fever quite high..can cook egg liao..company him lorz..because his body is losing heat so when to Mcdonald to get something warm for him...after awhile went home lorz..then Nicholas took cab home, so on the way he drop me at my house then he went home...god watch after him..then I saw somehting that broke my heart...my chinchilla's grave was gone..cause there is some renovation going on...then they dig up the land....OMG...thats all..byezz
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hihi..today morning, woke up, online chit chat with frenz and buddy...then check e-mail...went to have lunch with my uncle's girlfriend. After my lunch, went to buy food for my fishes..went home online again then watch VCD "My date with a vampire III"...watch until evening, Nicholas asked me to go help him buy dinner then accompany him...after packing my room, went to buy dinner then went to his house...at Nicholas' house, eat dinner then online chit chat, do project lor..Louis' mum still in hospital, hopefully she will recover soon..God watch over her...then chat with Salina online..talk again about our problem...cause cannot like that just break up..so settle those unsettle things lor...Nicholas sent me down to take cab home..reach home do my things for tomorrow..then thats all..byezz
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hihi...today did'nt go to work..then at Nicholas' house..keep sleeping like pig...then like that lor...play online game..Nicholas start to like the game liao..lol...then Nicholas' computer very cute one...got alarm one..play too long liao then the alarm will start one..very noisy..but cute lor...then slack for the whole day...in msn quarrel with my g.f then she wanna break..then like that lor..she wan break then break lor..what can I do..then evening went to take neon-print with ah boy and piao xian...then like that lor..haiz..today thats all liao lor..byezz
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hihi...today morning woke up late for school..then woke Nicholas up..cause he still in lala land...then took cab to school..reached school then meet my frenz and g.f at forum..then went to eat..wait for Mark to finish D.S...got OFC make up class..then then go for work cause not free..got things caught up...then terminate my working job temporary cause exam coming...like that lorz...went to James' house then cook pasta again..then James' dad asked the maid tio learn cause she cook the same thing everyday..well so teach her abit..teach her to cook other things next time...then my phone line kana terminate..cause the bill went over the limit..my mum gonna kill me liao..OMG..help me...then like that lorz..talk to ah boy on phone lorz..like that lorz..lol...tomorrow got to work again liao..sian lorz...later going to Nicholas' house again..go accompany him cause he going to NS soon..thats all..byezz
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hihi...today went to meet my g.f at Tampines then went to school together...quite sad lorz..cause things are bothering me..had conflict with my g.f then ok liao..went for lesson...at break, saw ah boy eating with his classmate..then like that lorz...after school went to collect my chinchilla photo..don't know why, today got alot of conflict with her..keep quarreling with her....meet Nicholas at City hall...went back with him and my g.f cause going the same way..then Nicholas company me back home to take clothes cause going his house stay overnight..then conflict with my g.f on phone about our relationship on the phone for 2 hours...then like that lorz..thats all..byezz..
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today woke up late...not use to it..without her jumping...today went out with Mark and Salina after school..went to print my Chinchilla photo..really miss her..thinking of her the whole day...went to suntec there shop shop awhile..tomorrow then can take the photo..then crack abit of joke..quite funny lor..then got "crab and lobster" with my g.f...Mark also very funny lor..like small little boy...paranoid easily...quite fun today..but laughter with sorrow...reach home..seeing the cage empty..heart sank down to the ocean...really really hope that she will rest peacefully...thats all..byezz
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hi......today is a day that I will never forget...the day when my Chinchilla left this world, left me....reach home..never would I thought she will just left like that...but I will still love her..even though we were together for 1 year plus but in my heart she leaves forever...when digging her grave, it rain...I don't know why..but just hope that she can really rest in peace...our memories is like a video clip can only play back...ChinChin..I Luv U...today in school as normal..went for break with my fren and my g.f group..then there is this group of guy..one of the guy wants my number...but I didn't give..then my g.f not happy with them..so when to confront them..wa..she firece but still my g.f...then like that lor...I don't know what to cry...more I write..more tears drop.. thats all..byezz..
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hihi..today woke up late..so didn't go for OFC..went for PIE..very tired..after PIE..went for break..went to buy some stationery also bought some paper to write letter..after school went to eat with my frens and my g.f...nothing much happen..went home..study for my test thats all..
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hihi..today work again..woke up quickly went to bath, eat breakfast then went to work.. talk to ah boy on phone for awhile then went to work..work with Daniel until 5 then after that went to have dinner..today quite tired lorz...but not as tired as yesterday cause compare morning shift and night shift is two different things..don't know how long can I last there....today at least not so blur blur..then maybe not enough sleep then quite sleepy....tomorrow got school, haiz weekend passes without meaning..seems like my other weekend also like that lor..then maybe will find other job that is more suitable to myself and can fits into my life...the best is to become zookeeper..lol...sooner or later can join the monkeys there..lol...thats all...byezz..
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today woke up at 11 plus..then online..chat with buddy and fren..then slack awhile...took a nap..who knows..that nap make me sleep all the way until 3.47pm..when I woke up..OMG I'm going to be late so I went to take a bath quickly went to my house the plaza there meet my uncle's girlfriend then went to eat..after that quickly went to work..was late for work..then quickly start work..my fren, Mark still working..he work until 6...I don't know why today can't concentrate on work..keep having mistake then blur blur lor..haiz..then today quite slow..no morale..broke a side plate then accidentally cut my hand...then continue work until 10..went home take a bath, cook scramble egg sandwich...like that lor...thats all.byezz
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hihi...yesterday night did'nt sleep well..then morning woke up..prepare for bazzar..then set up the store and sell chicken wing and kebab..then business quite good lor..ah boy came to see the bazzar..then ah boy support my bazzar also..lol...then manage to sell everything...then went for OFC retest..sian sia...after that went home rest awhile then went to work..very tired..want to die liao..quite tired these few days...my classmate, Jamie went to my working place there to eat..then saw me...shy sia...she also work as the same line as me..but different outlet...she teach me some of the skill working there...then after work finally can rest liao...thats all...byezz
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hihi..today very tired and sian..went to school..quite tired and morning not feeling well...then reach school, got project to settle cause tomorrow got bazzar liao..then was like stress again lorz..then broke my ear phone...make me paranoid again...then after school went to see doctor cause got to go see lor..then went to buy ear phone.. then meet me group member at Causeway Point's cold storage to buy ingredient..then quarrel with one of my member until almost wanna fight..haiz..hate doing project cause when comes to agreement there is something wrong lor..hate it manz..then very sian lor..James came to my house to company me to take my stuff cause staying overnight at James' house to do project..then was like meet Joe at Compass Point then took 27 to James' house..went to Fair Price super market to buy ingredient to cook pasta cause hungry..then went to his house to cook..then teach the maid and James how to cook lor..after that went to slack then now blogging lor..while waiting for another frenz..then Joe busy talking to Selina then James don't know do what..then I chat with ah boy on phone lor..chat awhile lor..then like that lor..haiz..tomorrow still got to work..sian..don't know can manage not..God Bless Me...thats all..byezz
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hihi...today damm tired...very sian...morning woke up late...so go afternoon class...then very sian..after school went to do project AGAIN...hate it manz..so sian..very tired.. want to see doctor also no time...then on the way to going to take bus to Changi, saw someone I know then was like quite funny lorz...then very stress cause last mintue project got problem...haiz...sian lorz...maybe will kana debug from exam due to attendance...haiz...today very tired..not feeling well still got to continue but no choice shortage of time...tomorrow gonna continue...thats all I very tired..byezz
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hihi...today the same thing..in school very tired...do test lor..sian sia...then in school quite sian lor..same thing..then SBM quite fun..joke with my teacher...lol..then nothing to do sms ah boy...during break saw him..after school at Tampines inter. also saw him..lol..first time saw him so many times in a day...lol..then went to james' house to do project..then like that lor..haiz...today very happy lor..even though tired...lol..then my gf also funny lor...she also joker lor..we talk to james' maid...she very friendly..talk alot..hopefully this time the bazzar will be successful..or else gonna be sad liao lor..haiz...this few days quite tired..my fren they all are also tired cause they also didn't get much sleep..hopefully there is time to rest..or else gonna die...my body also quite weak liao..get tired easily..then today mornig woke up my bed and clothe got abit of blood..don't know why got scratch mark behinh my shoulder...this few days also late for class..don't know why..can't hear alarm even though its beside me..ear got problem liao..haiz..old liao..like that lor..thats all..byezz..
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hihi....today morning woke up late..haiz..very tired..then late for common test..then teacher said what re-test on friday...but only get 50% of the mark..then was like no link lor..we get 50% of the mark then like that cannot fail lor..not even afford to get one question wrong lor..so don't know lah..see how...then school as normal..after school went to Daniel's house to do the project...quite tired lor...my gf help out also lor..tomorrow maybe got to do again...tomorrow still got test..sian sia...quite busy lor..got test, got project, got exam..stress sia...just hope to have break soon...then was like time passes very fast...god hope that time can extend to more then 24 hours...haiz...but I know it will never happen..like that lor..thats all..very sian..want to sleep liao...byezz
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hihi..last night stayed overnight again at Sentosa...lol..but this time got more people...got additional people to join this time..got Joe and Marilyn...then quite fun lah..but talking to Ah boy on phone about my problem...then like that lor...then reach Sentosa very late..I'm the only one that is the latest who arrive at sentosa..cause I reach there at 11 plus..I'm the one who took the last shuttle bus in Sentosa..then the last one who took blue line bus to Siloso beach...after talking to ah boy..then talk to my frenz...we play games again..then went to explore the place...went to 7-elven again..then feed the cat...then chat there...went back..after awhile I fall asleep...then like that lor...morning woke up..went to bath..then talk about what happen last night after I fall asleep..then seems like what happen last night made my frenz feel irritated..but also quite funny lorz...then went to eat breakfast..after that went back play monkey with Fern, James and Joe...play until half way I fall down then hurt my knee then got bleeding..very pain sia...then hurt alot lorz..after that pack up went to Harbourfont to eat lunch..wait for Mark...wait for quite awhile then until Mark came we went to order our food...after that we went home..then Mark company me and Joe back to Sengkang..like that lorz...tomorrow got to go back to school..sian..but no choice..then very happy...went for interview...successful like...got the job..next week can work liao...thats all..byezz..
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hihi....last night stayed overnight at Sentosa with Daniel, Fern and James....Firstly we meet up at Habourfont...Salina, Daniel, James and Fern...together we went to Sentosa... I was late because short of time...cause got to bath with my dog before I can go out..Salina stayed for awhile cause she need to go for her uncle's wedding...we played card game and fire work...midnight went to meet Mark and Jack at 7-elven which is located 1.3Km away from us...Jack don't know why..he like quite moody and negative..then kept drinking beer...ate supper. Called Ah Boy to confirm the time he coming my house..then got abit problem with the time..but ok in the end...then took a bath at Sentosa..quite weird..maybe not use to it..then in the ,midnight the toilet quite scray..but got my fren, James to accompany me..so we went to bath.. chit chat with Daniel and Fern...then took a nap for a while...morning woke up...the beach looks beautiful...me and Fern went to disturb the peacock..alot of peacock at the beach...but got one peacock chase us..lol..quite scary..very fierce..went home to prepare to meet Ah Boy and Piao Xian..meet them at Sengkang inter. went to buy food then came to my house..Ah Boy helped me to change my blog skin..so cute..like it alot..then plan to meet Louis..plan what time to meet..and where to meet..where to go..took sometime to plan then like that lor...today quite fun lor..but something happened that hurt my heart.. don't wish to mention about it anymore..just hurt me more...forget it since it's over...thats all..got to go to Sentosa to meet them again...byezz
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today went to school late..casue overslept then stomch not feeling well...then went to Tampines inter.. to take 31..then saw Fern's group with Joe and Daniel..so go back to school together...then talk to them in bus...something big..happen in my class...my fren, Boss aka Jack...became a criminal all of a sudden.... almost my class MC wanna eat him up...cause he play mind game..then make until also whole class spilt..don't know how to say..but like I feel sad for him lor...then they say he make a trap but end up he, himself fall into it...very pathetic...haiz...whole day can hear my fren talking about him...poor thing lor...after school went to Plaza Singapura for interview...don't know will get selected not..will know after 3 days..then after that went home...online...talk to ah boy on phone...then Louis found a song for me..Luv him manz...jkjk cause looking for that song for 5 years liao..lol.. then like that lor...that all...I'm off
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hihi..last night did'nt really get to sleep..=!= then take a very short nap then went to school...meet my fren at cafeteria to have breakfast..then sian sia..stomach not feeling well from last night until today the whole day...keep falling asleep in class...very tired...then got abit of problem with project...haiz..but ok liao...then quite moody lor...then after school went to meet D.F...cause need to borrow VCD from Louis...then went there...they as usual play basketball...then I play for very short while only..then ah boy and his lao da got conflict... don't know ok liao ma..think ok liao lah...then went home..took bus 88..actually can reach home early but fall asleep in the bus..so the bus went to Bishan..when I woke up..I heart attack to find myself very far liao...so drop at Junction 8 then from there took bus home...very tired...wanna faint liao...went home bath liao..eat liao..then got to study cause tomorrow got test..sian..I'm off
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hihi....today went to school quite late..late for half an hour...then do my OFC...veri sian..hate it manz...then have break as usual but this time my group and my gf's group together..so one big group...then lesson as normal...then quite moody the whole day...cause there is something I need to clarify...so in class also sian sian...then today heard that 7 people in my class will be expelled...I think I'm one of them...cause always got problem with attentdance...lol...then sian sian lor..meet ah boy in school at 5 plus after his lesson..wa...study so long liao..first time meet him in school...talk to him about my thing lor..lol..then he got to go see his grandfather..then I go back MLC do project..then went to eat dinner with my gf and frenz...then take train with my fren Mark to company him..then daniel come my house bath...later he go my another fren house lor..nothing much happen..thats all..byezz
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Haiz...today..nothing really much happen...went to take neon print with my gf's group...today don't know why...but quite moody...maybe because these few days..things happen in a wrong way...or rather to say bad way...things start to make me have phobia and make me paranoid...don't know what to do..want to find a listening ear also hard...life just make me tired..hopefully it will end soon...always thought that I'm lucky to have companion with me..but end up..I find that what companion is actually different from what I have...companion will be with you when you need them...they will be truthful to you...always by your side...they will care for you...they will protect you when you need it...they will fight by your side...but end up what I get to know is that I'm still in darkness...companion...what is a true companion...where is my companion...does companion really exist...I thought I saw light in darkness...but end up...its just illusion...maybe this is fate...no use going agaisnt it...I'm off...
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haiz...today..totally sux...people cannot be trusted...infront of you..they are nice to you..behind you they talk bad about you..those people are suckers...fuck them off..hate it manz...how I wish this world will change...human are living nightmare..they love u so much and they also hurt you that much...don't know what to say...life is like a rope on fire..anytime it might just broke...and end forever..life!! what is life all about...hate it...I HATE IT....arghz......I'm off
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Hi.....today morning woke up, my mum and uncle went out..so gonna look after my grandfather cause he's not feeling well....chat online with Ah Boy and frenz...went to my cousin's house...went to cook pasta..then watch VCD the whole day...nothing much happen...then received bad news about my grandfather...gonna mentally prepare that anything might happen to my grandfather...suddenly I find that life is so fagile..this minute you are here..the next minute you might be gone forever..anything might just happen...feel so helpless...life is beyond control....anytime without warning, life might just be gone...let fate decide..no use holding on to it...since everything is planned from the start....just don't know what to say..I'm off....
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today morning don't know why my eyes can't open...very pain..maybe cry too much liao...then got swollen...but after I bath then OK liao...then quickly went to school to meet my group member cause I'm late then the document all with me...went there quickly finish it up...bind it and hand in...went to see people dancing inside dancing studio with Fern...then Salina and her group came...then after that plan where to go..me, Mark, Joe, Daniel, Fern, Salina and Boss...we went to Boss house there to eat then went to Boss house..went there to play game then the other surf net...got addicted to Boss game..very nice..then don't feel like leaving the game...then Boss said I can stay longer or overnight...then was like Mark, Daniel, Joe and Salina wanna go toher place so I ok lor..then Fern is like anything then James came also..so went to Daniel's house..on the way there..don't know why Salina jealous because I asked Fern where to go later and I never ask her so she angry...said I neglect her...but I didn't lor...then was like I'm very depress..then paranoid lor...cause was like Fern is near me so I asked her...then talk to her at Boss house, she like don't wanna talk to me like that..give me a face...wa lau...mcmc...hate it manz...then at Daniel's house talk about it..play with Daniel's Cat awhile then went off...went to eat..then Fern went home....went to take bus 3 to Pasir Ris..saw coffee lady and her boyfriend..lol..then got a call from my mum saying that my grandfather fall down at hospital...went home...he at home liao..luckily he's fine....thats all...byezz...
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Hihi..today morning woke up..eat at Nicholas House then watch VCD awhile..after that went to meet my fren James at Tampines Mall...very funny lor..meet him then he never told me he watch movie....so when I reach there I called him..he came out of the cinema and he only watch the movie 5 min. only then came out to meet me...I was so shock...I told him that he should told me that he wathcing movie so that I meet him later or what...then told him that I will watch with him the show some other day...then went to his house to edit the project then print and arrange...after that me and James went to meet Salina and her sister at Tampines Inter. after that went to have dinner..then James went to Fern's house to do their group project..then me, salina and her sister went to play arcade then shop shop around...meet Nicholas at MRT station..went to Esplanade there...went there quite sad cause reminds me of alot of things...then lost my little pouch for the i-pod...so sad manz.. T-T.....after that went home...talk to Salina on phone....talk until half way paranoid then broke down...very sad...don't like it manz...cause this place juz sux...human are realistic animal...byezz...
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hihi...today late for my presentation. but not too late..then one of the member Cliff did not came so don't know teacher got gave him mark not..after presentation went to meet Ah boy and Zheng yi with Valerie and Sin yee..pass them something and things to pass to my frenz Melissa...hopefully my frenz did'nt scare them...thought to have lunch with them but haiz..my group don't know why suddenly one group here another there..sianz..so went to have lunch with my group...Marilyn and Boss at OCH waiting..we went there explore the whole place then alot of people there also..lol..go there got free gift...lol...then went to Boss house...play the game boss had bought..Devil May Cry 3..a very nice game...then do abit of arrangement for project..went home together with Joe..after that went to Nicholas house to stay..that all...byezz..
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