Rest in peace and I love you always...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Today 260509 Tuesday 10.30pm My love departed this world. BoiBoi all these years you gave me your life and everything. All these time you have been by my side and you are my best pal I ever had. Your loyatly and love to me is true and the memories we had together is so beautiful. These years we learned together and went through so much together, without you my life wouldn't been so great. Remember the ice cream we had together, your favourite log cake and many things that happened make our bonding even closer. I use to hate the snore you always make in the night and those inperfection in life make you perfect. Every snore you make indicate that you are still alive and I start to miss the snore. You may not be the most beautiful dog in others eye but in my eyes you are most charming one. I miss the warmth you gave to me, the barky noise you make and the puppy eyes you look at me everytime. I no longer able to see you running to the door and greet me and I no longer able to touch you already. You waited for me to come home to see you for the last time but I couldn't make it in time, when I saw you, you were lying on your bed coldly. I couldn't hear your response anymore and I felt so lost, I don't know what to do. I felt so lonely and I don't know how to live without you. BoiBoi I really wanna hear your snore, your bark and wailing again. When I know from granny that you were crying for the last time to wait for me to be back I heart break into pieces. You know that time is running out yet you can't wait anymore with your last breath. BoiBoi promise me that you won't get lost and know how to find your way back home. The door is always open for you, I will always wait for you to be home. BoiBoi I really wanna feel the warm in you again, I really hope you will find happiness in the other paradise. I hope that in the future we can meet again and continue our friendship, please forgive me for not able to make it in time back home, I miss you dearly boiboi. BoiBoi, angel like you sure go to heaven and I will never forget the love and care you showered upon me when you were still around. I truly love you boiboi, believe me and I pray hard each day that you will be happy whenever you are.
I love you as much as you love me..
Friday, May 22, 2009
From friendship start when you were only just 3months old at that time. You came to this world not long ago and I became someone you will be living together with for the rest of your life. The first time we met, the innocent I seen in you and the joy you seen from my face make a remarkable moment in both you and my life. I never had any siblings in my life and even though we are of different kind, but I love you like how others love their own siblings. The fun we have together are memoriable and the pain we go through makes our friendship tough and strong. Many times we fight and get angry with each other but at the end of the day, we still will get back to normal like we never had a fight before. We watched the cloud in the sky together, see the star in the night sky together and all these little things we do in life I will always remember. Until now I will still miss the moment we had together, seeing you now so weak and sick makes my heart hurts alot. I left with no choice but to resort to this, forgive me but I'm left with no other choice. I hope you understand that what I doing for you is good, I don't wanna see you suffer and I can't be selfish anymore. I promise you that I will keep you close with me even though you are gone and I will certainly bring your ash back. Even if I'm gone one day I will keep you close with me no matter where I end up in. I miss you and I love you as much as you love me.
story book
Sunday, May 03, 2009
My life is like a story book, full of chapters. Many people always ask me, why you look so sad and seldom smile. Well, sometime it makes me think that those people on street always laughing and smiling away, are they truly happy and just a mask they put in on. In this world, I wonder is there really such things called Happiness exist. Many people I saw on the street look so differently, many put on a stern and unapproachable mask others put on a blank face. Well, why can't this world be a place where everyone is easy going and be approachable. Is it really that hard to smile at someone you don't even know. I felt that this world is so cold even though we are having global warming, people seems to be cold towards one another. Where is the love and care in this society? Everyone seems to be neglecting one another. I wonder what kind of place it will become in 10years from now. People judge each other not through apperance but behaviour and sexual prefrence too. If people see you close to your own sex they say you are homosexual, people see you hanginG around with opposite sex too much they say you are a flirt. I wonder why people must be so unkind to one another. Can't different coexist and live together?
