Hi people I'm back. My life had change now, totally change. Currently I'm serving my national service. When I first step into the camp, I know that life will be difficult inside as we are spoiled outside. During my first night I called home, I'm not ashamed to tell anyone that I did drop tears when I called home. The reason why I cried is not because of the tough training but its when you realise how much your family means to you and how good you are taken care of when they are around. In NS, you need to be real independant and work as a team even though there will be some "black sheep" inside getting the whole platoon into trouble. Everything had change even since, I treasure my family more than before. I know how important they are and how much they mean to me. When ever my mum ask me about my day inside camp my tears just flow down, especially when in the past we seldom talk and now she talk and express the care and concern for you, it really touches my heart. One thing good about army is that it changes my life and my bonding with my mum become stronger. When I book out, I will meet my cousins or friend because they are great support im my life. Whenever my morale is low when I'm inside the camp, I will think of them to motivate myself. I always tell myself not to get into any trouble cause I'm looking forward to book out to meet my friends and family. My family always tell me that 2years passes easily, so I'm looking forward to 2010 haha. Everyday face my uniform in camp, I miss my kimono collection so much. This 2years faster pass, I wanna put back my kimono back. Anyway I misses all my friend, do take care my friends and keep in touch. MISS YA.