Walking down in life and seeing many things happen and change around me and I felt that many in life are indeed unpredictable. Many thing can be here and gone the next moment. Some people can be nice and sweet to you at the moment and next you neve know when they might turn their back against yours. Up till now, sit down and think who are the one really there for you and who are the one who really you can rely on them with 100% trust without a worry. Seeing many moment that people are not that simple to understand and many had ended up with sad and sorrow. When I was still believing that there is kind hearted one who will be with you and show you what true loyalty is but always what I saw back was another one. Once I told myself that whatever you choose to believe in and with just follow it but right now I start to ask myself that whatever I had once choose and believing in it, that it make sense now? Maybe I haven't walk through it and see what it is after all. Up to this point in time in life, what else matter when after all the path belongs to you and to walk through it alone. I told myself many times that you did so much to others but do they appreciate and ever had they sit down and realise that what you had done for them and start showing gratitude to you. I doubt anyone done that and realise about it. I tell myself that no matter what I had done I will learn from it. Be it a mistake or a goal in life, we learn and improve on it. Being the best isn't the one, being fufiling after all the hardship is what I'm after.