today...my day so bad...feeling so down...sianz lorz...today went to work in the morning...then from morning do typing until end of day...so sianz...working in big company is so troublsome...building so high...got to go all the way to 20th floor....then got to handle so many things....haiz..everything just went wrong...arghz.....my day juz suxz....people just don understand how I feel...this world just don matter...things just go their own way...simple things pass to me end up into complicated matter....I just donno how to go on...reach home leh..bloody hell still got to hear your nagging and sacarstic remarks...why people become vocally handicapped and you nv join them...fuck lahz...so many people die...why don you just go and join them....the world is dark...so is the people living in it....these few days...he message me back.....i don wan to care about your past...but will care for your past....things just don go as what I think it maybe...it turn out even worse...this world is blind..so damn blind...even creature and monster...god!!! are you all that bloody blind....things will to happen but has to happen....love is floating so as its crying......haizz....
Today morning..Adela called me...haha...funny leh...she was like saying"Hi Simon....Good Morning....wake up loh....got good news for you..." I was like...Oh mine...jump out from bed..den blah blah blah like lorz...hehe...happy lei....then quickly called my cousin...coz I will be working near her...hehe...can meet up le....then called Goo...coz later meeting him...den actually company his fren go put "ang Kong"...but no le lorz...coz need to find Adela to register something...then like that lorz....go and prepare myself le...meeting goo and kerli...byezz....
Today as usual work...went to Urban Pooch...help a Rusko and Fluffy to bath then groom them abit here and there..then today alot of customer..so busy lorz...then clean until I siao lorz...then went back home kind of tired...then nothing much lorz..suddenly thinking of what had happen in my life...so much things that I always wanted to do or to say...but chances just slip through me...I'm wondering that what I had done..was it right or wrong...things came infront to me...I just reject it..I mean human only know how to treasure things after they lose it....Haiz...if I were to accept it...would there be changes or everything will be the same....you are back to my side...but I just refuse to accept or entertiant it...I mean what is going on..shouldn't there be something I could do about it...what if I accept it...and things goes worse...or maybe it's not what I think..can't think of what will happen...sometimes I wonder...things might be good in the first place...but slowly the bad part will appear...I wish such things to happen...donno what is going on lately...Life is indeed complicated...or maybe I am complicated....
Today...morning 3am plus woke up liao...then nothing to do...then help my aunt boil water..then clear the table...then 8plus went to sleep...then 9plus woke up to get prepared coz meeting goo then anyway my cousins they working so leave the house together lorz...then reach Tampines quite early...then wait for goo awhile..after that we went walk walk..went to CS eat prata...then went shop around...so sianz..alot of shop haven open yet..then shop until 12 plus then went home....nothing to do...so sianz...then play game...then chit chat online lorz..then Adela called me...its about the admin job...then she will send my resume...so wait for reply lorz..then talk to Zheng Yi awhile..she also change phone le..she change to Nokia 6280...thats all bahz
Hihi...today afternoon went to meet goo, joe and jeff...then went to sell my 7610 away....then change to a new phone...hehe...then my number change le also...no longer use to old number...then evening meet Kerli with goo awhile then went home..tats all bahz...
now 5am le at Joe Joe house...googoo and Joe Joe slp le...boring le lorz...chat with them juz now...then meet at CP..then went to joe joe house then see Ang Kong then see video...lol...then now doing nothing...update blog lorz....today morning went to pass Ah Boy Jie Lun CD...early morning 7 reach his place le....then company him wait for bus coz he going to school...then bought breakfast for him...zheng yi...don't worry...will make for u a breakfast one...i not pian xin one...lol...then went home...talk rot with my mummy then happily sleep until 6pm...lol...then play game awhile then meet goo and joe...thats all bahz...then Kerli very sweet...saw the blog she make for goo one....can't judge that she is so sweet de...Nicholas called me...think he going to kill me le...went out nv tell him..later call my house I not at home...den going to hear chanting sutra...haha....think should stop here le bahz..
She is back....I am dead...My freedom...arghz...what am I going to do....
Nag Nag Nag....all the nagging is killing me...don't know how long you going to stay.....my brain is splitting....there goes my life again...sianz lorz....all the writing is killing me.....reading and learning...like I am back to the old primary school.....arghz...what am I going to do....all the test is breaking me up...hate it...bleah!!!!
this few days...no live...so restless....then at home going to rot le...then think about alot of things...donno what am I doin also...then Saturday...sianz lorz...need to company Sky to a talk..early morning somemore...sianz...nothing much...thats all...byezz
today early morning go market with mummy...then afternoon online...then hear Nicholas loh loh soh soh again...then nothing much....chit chat then meet Zheng yi at Bugis...then was late...then find Zheng yi...but could not find her...then call ahboy the get Zheng yi's new number because I nv bring phone out...then she went to MRT station to find me...cause on the phone we kept saying about MRT station then she tot I wait there...lols...so meet her at 1st floor...haiyoo...Annabelle's present so hard to find...so in the end went to PS to get it...then went to KFC and eat...so hungry...then took 14 with Zheng yi to bedok...then chat in the bus...funny lorz...then at Bodok I took 87 home...in the bus so tired...so I doze off....reach home took a bath...watch TV...nothing much....thats all...byezz
today morning went to Salina house...wa lau...I reach her house there the mcdonald le...she still at home...clever lorz...so not waiting for her le...straight awhile buy take away to her house...reach her house le...she still in the room...slow lorz...then at her house download music to my MP3 then watch vcd...then she said 2.30 go prepare...then 3.55 le still sleeping...then still got the cheek to ask me why I angry...."funny" lorz.....then went to Bugis with salina, Rabahah and her 2 boyfriend...wa...she got 2 boyfriend somemore still get go out together...the world had change le...like tat also can...then went to eat Sherdped pie...i prefer the dog one...lol...taste better...heehee...then get this little ting ting tong tong...donno what it the name but got to do with Shinto...heehee...then bought foot scrub and foot brush & pumice...then shop shop around...went to Kinokuniya to find books...thats all...then msn cannot sign in got maintaince...sianz....
Your Message:

when you're lost in e mist,
feeling unloved,
alone,
&unmissed.
if u glance back,
u'll find that

i'll be there only one step
behind you....

Didn't expext such words would come from you...what can I say...but very sweet of you....that's all byezz
Today...woke up at 4....rush to work...on the way went to get Jay Chou's Album...heehee...then today was very tired...coz of the party...sianz...thinking of going home to listen to the new album...makes me excited...then reach home...was so tired....you're just so sexy...my heartbeat is raging...my mind is in fantasy....can't think of what will happen...well lets change the topic...then receive a offline message in msn...get to know something that bothers me...haiz...sometimes good chances just slip through and you can't have enough time to grab it....what can I say...well....if you had just grab it in time maybe you might have a chance...but now all I can say is...it's over...no use thinking and trying hard....its long gone....byezz
Hihi....today meet Salina at Bedok...then went to KFC to eat then chat with her...then went to Simei East Point, coz she wanna get something...then her phone rang...then she paraniod already.....coz her office person was at her house...lol...Sharifa is waiting for her....then she was so paraniod...then at Starbuck waiting for her problem to solve....but in the end...she still need to go home....seems like her mum is going to kill her...then nothing much lorz....suddenly alot of memories came into my mind...feeling that too much things is rushing into me....why am I still thinking of you...thought that the feeling was long forgotten...why your memories still haunt me......I just want to have peace in me...maybe these few days too much things is happening around me...I just want to have a break....thats all...byezz
Today went to meet Salina...Arghz...my handphone spoil...sux lorz....asss manz...then went to soul garden to eat...then wait that Mark...wa lau...so long..then slack awhile at open plaza then went to eat earthquake...then Salina kept teasing me lorz at Soul Garden...Salina I will remember what U did....then slack then chit chat...thats all bahz...byezz
After knowing so much truth....what can I say....Why is this happening...Merciful...have you forgotten it? Why, Why is this all happening around...they aren't born in this world to suffer this kind of treatment...what can I say....what can I do...Merciful in this world is long forgotten?? Why you can just lay hands on them....why....don't you feel guilty?? your humanity is gone?? How can you carry on living after so much wrong...Don't you think that they also have their rights to live also....don't you think that they need more love then anyone of us...how can such things happen....I just can't accept it....please...stop it...those abuse is enough....stop it......they do want their own life also....

Last Night...boy told to put a turtle infront of my nickname...I was confused...why?? then I found out that Steve Irwin had passed away...the great crocodile hunter had left us....I couldn't take it at that minute...how could it had...I had seen him being so close with so many dangerous animal and yet a stingray just took his life within a minute....how could such things happen.....I love his documentary so much....Life is so fragile...even though he might be gone...but his memories of a crocodile hunter will live in our heart....may you rest in peace...

Today during work..first time saw Sheyanne's boyfriend then saw him....never expect that I can see him again...saw Husky...I was very happy...glad to know that his is fine...just that his fur was abit funny...because Sheyanne's cousin went to trim it...he is still so greedy for food...was very happy...play with him awhile...then trim his toe nail for him...his breath as usual stink...this time the stink is more horrible...guess no one know how to brush his teeth bahz...he is still the same..blur blur one.. =) juz the old husky that did not change...with his blur blur character....miss him alot...juz hope that he will have a better life...haiz...whats left is memories and everything else is silent.....