What is going on...don't like it...very the F**K up....treasure this person so much...in the end like shit..what the hell..piss off...sometime I am wondering...why am I so stupid...like a dumb ass...very the shity...suxz manz...sometime I'm wondering being such a good person for what...in the end this is what I get...just feel like I am a fool...being treated this way...feel like people's feeling is so scary...don't know whether they are true or faking not...being bad people at least won't feel so terrible...for what I help so much..talk so much..in the end like that...F**K lorz...Paranoid also because of you all...should'nt had care so much..
being a nice person is so tiring...in the end this is what I get...very shity one lorz...maybe I should stop being Mr Nice person...I find it so sux....so sianz..sometime I rather stop talkin...waiting for respond...feel like changing the time...forgetting everything that had happen..stop listening to your voice..your call..wash away everything that had happen...maybe is better for me and you..maybe I won't feel so terrible...and you won't feel bothered...anyway whether I'm here or not I think u also won't give a F**kin damnz...what a joke I had created to laugh upon myself...feel worse than a fool...coz even fool got people to pity...just feel so empty...shouldn't have make myself so cheap...more cheap than slug..I'm like a super glue..trying to stick to u...and u are trying by hook by crook to get me off..
I feel so stupid and lame...so sianz...feel like don't care anymore...