today...my day so bad...feeling so down...sianz lorz...today went to work in the morning...then from morning do typing until end of day...so sianz...working in big company is so troublsome...building so high...got to go all the way to 20th floor....then got to handle so many things....haiz..everything just went wrong...arghz.....my day juz suxz....people just don understand how I feel...this world just don matter...things just go their own way...simple things pass to me end up into complicated matter....I just donno how to go on...reach home leh..bloody hell still got to hear your nagging and sacarstic remarks...why people become vocally handicapped and you nv join them...fuck lahz...so many people die...why don you just go and join them....the world is dark...so is the people living in it....these few days...he message me back.....i don wan to care about your past...but will care for your past....things just don go as what I think it maybe...it turn out even worse...this world is blind..so damn blind...even creature and monster...god!!! are you all that bloody blind....things will to happen but has to happen....love is floating so as its crying......haizz....