You just don't understand me...I'm feeling already quite down...stop pushing me to the bottom....STOP IT!!!!! I hate it..and stopping asking me the stupid question lah....I hate to answer it lorz....U just don undertsand me....U fuckin hell don understand me...I just hate being your toy..if you looking for toy...go get it in toy store...fucker...you just piss me off....I hate it...deep down in me...I know I havn't done anything wrong...since you don't trust me...then why say you trust me...I just hate it.. you liar....you fucker...you just sux... I hate it....since your mentality is that I overnight with that person I will have "fun" with the person....FINE!!!!! You want it.....I show you.....what "fun" I can have....why can't you be more mature...why!!!?....you are just so childish and navie....don't even use your brain to think.....I just hate it...you bonker....ass....Take me away...take me away to somewhere I belong...take me away to somewhere I feel love...take me away to somewhere I feel safe...somewhere that is not dark...somewhere I want my home to be....somewhere I want to lay my life with....why can't you just take me back...take me back to when I was once happy again...no more tears dropping....no more blood shedding...no more voice crying.....no more nonsense in my life....I just hate it so much....I want my life to be happy....can't you just give me this chance to be happy.....My life..I lay my life once again...