today didn't go to work cause last night sleep quite late..so never go...my grandfather mentally unstable...haiz...then look after him until I so tired...then talk to Gary on phone...he funny lorz...always make me laugh..he and his nonsense...then didn't tell dear dear wat happen also...think dear dear also can't be bothered...haiz.....then feeling the our relationship is just too cold le...haiz...what am I going to do...Gray told me to break with dear dear...coz I told Gary the whole thing...then Gary told me to see how lorz..after a few days then if cannot be together den break...I really donno wat to do...feeling so lonely in this relationship..see how bahz............. :(