couldn't sleep well...keep on rolling in bed....having so much thoughts in my head...feeling that my life is lack of something....one thing that makes it all complete....feeling my dreams are more emotion than it was before....seeing everything changes without leaving any trace on time....telling me that I'm far behind than times....couldn't even tell myself that I need to be strong...my life is deep...deep down to the bottom of the ocean where light could'nt reach me....living in darkness with coldness all filled into my bones...when my heart need to try its best to keep me warm.....I could see you in my dreams....but couldn't see you in my life...my soul are crying in pain...my bones are searching in vain...my heart for you did not change....but time had already made you changed....everytime I see them on street reminds me of my past few days...reminds me about your past few change...from then I know my heart for you would just change but not for others just for you........monster in dream are haunting me...monster like you are calling me....my life are in a mess...you put me in nightmare...you put me in sweet dreams...why not you woke me up from this sleep.....