haha....today morning woke up by a sms...Mr Swee Tao Li in Hospital...aiyoyo...donno wat happen again...poor boy...tml den I go visit u lah...bear with it...grow up le Navy boi...last night watched this moive named, Take the lead...its a nice and meaningful show and with all the impressive dance that was performed by those wonderful actor and actress...when someone said to you "I've never seen such move" all you need to reply is "I'm sure"...haha...so cocky..first time tried Ben and Jerry Ice cream...Oh My..God...taste so delicious and the portion is so the big....I love it espcieally the fudge on chunk and one of the flavour with alcohol one...I'm lovin it...nothing much..had steamboat for lunch..eating non-stop...Oh mine..I had to stop this kind of habit...I'm getting fatter if I don't stop it....these few days spend my time reading books...and resting....finding new job at the same time...miss so much things in my life...didn't know that by reading books can be so enjoyable.....these few days..had been quite relax coz not so stress as in work...in work everyday got to think of ways to hit target...paranoid about so many things...anyway these few days even thought I'm not stress about work stuff...but a lot of things for me to think and to be done also...longing for someone is so hard...harder than any task that is given to me...longing for someone is a torture...just like a candy infront of a baby and yet one can't get it...it's so miserable...the feeling is really hard to take it...love can be a real torture....distraction and tons of stuff can be created from love...why can't love be more simple and relax....I just don't know why......feelings always want to buck out like water trying it's best to break through a water damp....and yet I got to kept inside as hard as I can...why can't I be allowed to love someone freely like what the others can....my life must it be so miserable....why...why...I just don't get what I want...the first sight is already enough..with all those often bumping into one another make the feeling even worse...the world is too small...why must all these things happen on me...I want a more simple life....looking at your face...I feel so near to you and yet I'm still far from you....haiz....getting closer I wonder will the ending be good or bad....can someone give a solution or a answer please......I totally confused by you....