I thought that things will change for better after leaving it....but in the end nothing had changes for the better...instead of that it got worse...things just happen like that suddenly...never expect that it would turn out this way...what is going on....can't life be more simple and easy for living...it just got more and more complicated...people behind stabbing you...can't judge who is MR. Good and who is MR. Bad...who is angel and who is devil....who is hunting you or who is you are to hunt...trust just get more and more fagile....the trust that people build up in the long run can get crush to pieces easily with just a few words.....people are aimming you when you got to better status better position...why are people like them so greedy and bloody 'red eyed'....can't be satisfy by what they have...asking for more and at the same time elimating the innocent.....they are just ask heartless as those monster in our nightmare......our life isn't what we wanted in that way...hate it....really hate it....what is wrong in human mindset....greed? power? status? respect?.....I really can't find a answer for it....