Well today my friend's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE. May you stay style and yandao always horz ok. Recently many programme coming up, going for my under slung course soon. Heard from my cousin that the cousin very "siong", so gonna be mentally prepare for some training in hell. Saw my guards sergent at Yishun, suprise to see them there so as they are, well today nothing much happen as I didn't drive today so not much update. Anyway tomorrow is Hari Raya so wishes all my muslim friend selamat hari raya. Well going back to unit soon, so think going back will get to know the posting again. This friday going to see my cardiologist again, don't know how is my echo and treadmill result will turn out. Don't know will my heart murmur releaspe again. Misses my sister alot, I hope she is getting well with her life after all the torture she had gone through. Love is a feeling that you can never ever trust on, the more you love the person, the person will end up hurting you more. In some cases people could not take the hurt and end up in love suicide. Love is not as pretty as you may see it is just like a rose hidden with many torns waiting to hurt you. Only the true rose to you will remove the torns because it dosen't want to hurt you. Some people in surface they played a good cover up to be nice to you but deep inside they are waiting to hurt you deeply. 4 years ago I tell myself never to trust love so much and never fall for one first cause enjoyed being loved is always better than loving one.