So fast time had fly passed. This is my 230th post already, also nothing much happen recently. On 8th October, I was admitted into hospital, pretty scary in be warded into the hospital during midnight. Waited for an hour plus then I was pushed from the sick bay to the ward at Alexandra Hospital. The nurse there was nice and friendly, during the administration interview she will still joke with me to relieve me from the pain and tension I'm having. At first they suspect me for having apandi query and if it's true, I will need to go for a minor operation and lucky enough I was having irrictable colon so not that bad. Went on drip for the whole night until next day and the following day, I was discharged in the noon. Anyway my idol, Jay Chou just recently release his new album, I pre-odered the album already, and the songs are nice and this time round the layout of the album is different also, it gives a totally different feel from his past master pieces. Tomorrow will be going out with Sheyanne to finish the last table, then maybe meeting Vik cause he is going to do his extension then maybe after that go and find my sister, Jennifer. She called me and told me about her new hair style, wonder what she is up to this time round, she said she cut her hair like hebe but she say she more prettier than hebe lah. haha!! Wonder what she is really trying to do, hopefully she don't make it into a mess. Today receive message from him again in friendster, I wonder why until now he still don't get it that everything is over. There is totally nothing between me and him anymore and why worry about me when everything is over and too late. I had already long give up on you yet you still linger around me, I'm really very tired please spare me. I don't know what I should do to make him stay away from me, I'm so tired that I thought of ending my life so I need not face him anymore. Please someone help me, I'm so sick about it anymore, I never ever give up on someone like this before and I really can't take it anymore. I don't know how much longer I can take this, it's driving me nuts, and always because of him it always end up that he spoil my mood for the whole day.