Hi everyone I'm back again. Finish my driving course liao, going back to unit very soon. Thinking of the under slung course make me paranoid, don't know to do. There is good and bad about everything, hopefully the course won't turn out to be too bad. These few days, many things had happen and I do not know how am I going to handle it. Thought that after so long he would change for the better and after changing my number I thought that he would realise what he had done wrong, but end up it seems that nothing about him had change and he still had not realise what he had done wrong. Thought that you will finally leave me alone but in the end you are still lingering around me, why can't you just leave me alone. These 4years I had enough of you and can't you understand why. Everytime thinking about how regretted knowing you all these years, from 2001 till now you never change and from 2004 since I'm close to you, it make my life even worse. Everytime when I have contact with you, I realise that I'm not happy or looking forward in meeting you at all cause I know that end up we will quarrel or fight. I'm really tired of you, take it as I beg you ok. Please leave me alone and i got nothing to do with you anymore. Please stop calling my old number, because of you I dare not use back the line so stop pestering me anymore. You told me once that you will change and will never leave but now I would like to tell you that I'm leaving so you did not break your words and need not feel bad. From now on I had nothing to do with you. Please remember that well and even you were to bump into me on the street please don't bother to say hi to me.