Hi everyone I'm back to update again. Lately so many unpleasent things had happened and its just the begining of a new year. My cousin recently got into bike accident, don't know what happen but all I know was a taxi suddenly stop and my cousin's bike skided. When I heard this news I was so shocked, so after my new year celebration in camp I drop by my cousin's place and pay him a visit and the injury look pretty bad. Hope that he get well soon. Recently I was drunk when I went for cohension, I was drunk to the extend I do pole dance, strip my top and even kiss my PC. Initially I don't believe it until my senior showed me the video and I got shock out of my life, what on hell can something like that happen. My reputation just go down the drain like that, sob sob. My dog skin problem is getting worse to worse, I don't know what to do. I'm wondering how long can he stay by my side and putting him to sleep I can't bear to do it. I don't know what to do, sometime I'm thinking if I put him to sleep am I being cruel or iressponsible but if I don't, is he suffering? I felt lose and confuse, why are all this bad things happening around me and not happening on me. I rather everything happen on me, I'm going to taiwan soon and I pray hard that nothing happen to my dog, hang on there until I'm back.