I'm so sick, think throat infection is about to start. So gross!In 10hours I'm heading down for some interview so hope everything will go smoothly. Just an hour ago, Javier called me. Miss the days we spend together, even though the period was short but our bonding was strong. These few days had been running up and down for interviews and the respond was that good. I felt kind of empty, and don't know how to get back to this society. A lot of preasure and stress about so much things in life. I hope to take a break too but somethings in life don't allow that. I felt kind of emo at times but I can't just give in to it now. I need to stay strong and pull till the end.