Something is wrong with my left eye. Its adnormal and its hard for me to explain. I never really realise as I thought I might be thinking too much or some illusion until I realise that its real. I never really thought so much about it until it start to bothers me. Many things is really beyond control and I really wonder why everyone is born so different. Born with it just have to bear with it but its hard to control. Will I end up like him? Those pain and feeling can be torturable. I really hope all this pain won't come to me.