Finally my Palkia had reach Singapore safe and sound. I'm so happy that finally i got it and through all these time, finally no more searching up and down for it. But today I'm sad at the same time. Suddenly alot of memories hit me real hard and for a moment I felt lost. After all those tears flow down one by one, I realise that actually life can be so fragile and helpless. I felt that sometimes in life all we need is someone who we can really rely on and have a shoulder to cry upon it. Many hopes had been trashed and I really miss those time where I'm much more happier. I can't really remember when is the last time I really felt happy from the bottom of my heart. The bottom of my heart is so dark and cold, nothing warm and glowing can be felt anymore. Masaaki doshite no kokoro samui desu ne. I really hope to have someone to standby me and really able to let me rely on. Too tired to go any further, and I really want to lead a life with someone I can share with.