Love is indeed a complicated issue. We haven met for quite sometime, and when we meet up its always the usual place. I think I had suprise you as I indeed changed like you say. Thanks for all the compliment and yes I had grow up to become more mature. I'm noth the old self anymore and I had given alot of unexpected words of wisdom. She doesn't know what she wants in life and you think she can give you what you want in life? Remember this words that I had told you yesterday. Love is indeed complicated and many inncident just happen like that without you noticing about it. Like what I told you yesterday that the reason why we are like that is either I never love you before or I can't bear to let you go. Don't expect anything as I don't even know what I want. I'm really touched when you told me that all these while all your relationship didn't end up with happy memories is because you realise that you are actually looking for me in somebody else and all that somebody did not gave you happy memories like what I had given you. Like what I told you last night, don't bother to look for me in someone else because you will have a hard time and trust me it is almost impossible to see me in somebody else as everyone is born differently. I hope to see you moving on in life and not just standing at the same spot and not going anywhere. I think that we are still young and many chapters in life are waiting for us to unfold, just live your life to the fulllest and need not care about what others think of you. I'm also trying my best to move on each day and trying to forget those people who are no longer important in my heart anymore. Just move on and get your goals and lead a better life. No one will pity you unless you pity yourself and no one will help you unless you are going to help yourself. You just can't stand there and do nothing, friend can't help you for long and eventually they will leave you one day. I start to believe that friends come and go no matter how long you guys have know one another and eventually one day I might/will leave you too. Remember that you don't live for anyone and live for yourself. Some friends appear to be nice and friendly with you but when you are in deep shit you think they really care about you. I can't always help you for long as I also have my own limit and to be frank that we are no longer string attached so its also not wise that I help you too much. Everyone has their limit to certain things and there I'm helping you and you don't help yourself, seriously no one will help you eventually. When I was at the down point of my life, you are not there but when you are at the down point of your life, I'm always there. Sometime I think that why is it so unfair to me and being nice to people is difficult. Thats why I choose to be bad and no longer nice to people anymore because people take you for granted when you are nice to them. I don't want to be foolish anymore be it in friendship or relationship, I'm not trying to be mean or what but I think that all these happen because some people around me are just so shity and ironic.