Today I realise that people change each day and the change can be dramatic. Changes in life is a must to adapt to enviroment. I too understand that I myself changed and to some it might be bad but some might think is for the better. Up to indiviual's point of view, in order to protect ourselves from hash people and enviroment we need to change and move on even though its not easy and cruel. I never wanted to be someone who is sohpisicated but do I have a choice. I too want to lead simple life and trying my best to be clear enough for others to understand. Everyday in work or walking in the crowded street, I see different parts of others life and things consistently change. Today the bird might flying together in the sky but tomorrow the sky can be empty with clouds. Maybe everything in life is just as fragile as it is, and many things in life I admit that I can't afford to miss it. I already miss too much and I don't want to miss anymore again. I don't know how to express myself anymore, too cautious about the surrounding. Time is short and many times I stop myself too long on the same sport making myself missing out too many things in life. Now I can't wait for anyone and I need to recover all those I had missed out. I want to see more things in life before it ends and it doesn't matter how hard it takes to get it. Life is shorten each day and time is getting more and more limited. I want to get to the fullest of my life each day. Dying alone isn't that scary anymore, what is scary is dying without any accomplishment with regret. My life is like a subway station, different people come and go. Some come often like everyday, some come once awhile and some came and left forever. Being through all this station, I see life as a intersection where people come and go. I miss all the journey that take me to where I am now, like seating in a train that nevers return and only able to look back to the station that is getting further and further away from me till its out from my sight and looking forward to next station. Where will this train brings me to and when is my next station.