Today early in the morning some weird dreams struck me. I actually dream of him and I can't stop thinking about that weird dream. In any way we are no longer close like before and you went missing for awhile till last month you suddenly sms me and as usual you will disappear again. I don't know why all these happen but its just too weird that I actually think of you and a feeling like missing you and I really hate it. I'm not hating you but just that I feels that for now I shouldn't be missing you and thinking about you. Are you that hard for me to forget or I actually did not forget you but throw all the memories to the back of my mind. I don't know how to tell myself that you are still around and memories lingers around me that is almost impossible to forget. I suddenly miss you voice so much and many many things for me to recall. I know that we are no longer the same and as we grow up, we really see things differently and I really miss the past we had together but rest assured that I'm not coming back to you. People like you doesn't deserves nice people like me. I tell myself that I'm gonna move on without you.