Why?
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Some people from outside might think that I'm someone who do things according to what happening around me and thinking that I don't have my own mindset. Seriously people out there, you all are so wrong. What wrong in getting myself something I wanted, I'm not comparing with others neither I'm showing off. I just want to treat myself better, is that a crime? If you don't understand how I feel, just shut the fuck up. I had enough of it, you are talking as if you are so well educated and you been through more than I do. So sorry but you are not, you are talking and no one retaliates you doesn't mean that you are always right. Seriously you are getting more and more annoying, and everytime I do something, you are out there to pour wet blanket. Am I spending your money thanks goodness. If "I AM" than fine, you can say whatever you like but if "I'M NOT", kindly just shut up. After you came back from your overseas trip, I start to dislike you alot especially what you said in the airport. While walking, you said something like in the future when you meet "better friends with higher class". Oh please, I had friends that is from higher class in society but no one talks like you. Your words are worse than what you are trying to picture my friends. Frankly I tell you, YES! I will be happy that I get that bag because at least I work hard to get something I wanted. I didn't rely on anyone and I got it myself. You are saying things like 10years down the road when I look back, I will realise that friends like you are better, more down to earth. Now I feel like telling you that if you are sooo down to earth and I'm so not down to earth, thats my life. As long as I'm happy with my life, I'm fine with it. I don't need anybody to come into my life and tell me, Hey what you are doing are so not logical, so not down to earth. I want a life thats mine not yours and so what if I'm not a straight or what so ever, if you really think I'm a sinner or someone you felt ashame to be with then fine, we can always go on our seperate ways. Anyway you are always like not around, so having you around in my life as friend, Long time ago I'm so use to it without around. Your words are like fart, come out instantly and gone the next moment.