Today when I went to visit you was my greatest regret in life. Out of kindness I went to visit you and even bought you food but you take it for granted and take my kindness as willingness. I thought that maybe you might be down, lost in life and depress about what is going on now but I was so wrong. Never did I know that not only you don't appreciate what I had done but you make it as if I owe you. The way you treated me I will never forget, and you even blame me for rejecting you on simple thing that you do not want to do it yourself and expect others to spoon feed you. Come on, you are old enough and don't be like a kid. You want to be lazy and stagnent thats your own F**king business, don't push blames around. Someone like you who doesn't even want to save youself don't expect others to save you. I had never in my life see someone like you who not only does not have a backbone but its also utterly disgrace that once I knew someone like you. You do not even know how to show basic respect to other then don't expect me to respect you cause you don't worth any respect at all. What your mother says about you is right, good for nothing only know how to create problem. I should have listen to your mum and leave you a die alone out there. I really hate you to the core, I seriously do not owe you a single thing, it another way round, you are the one who owe me so much. F**k you!! I got so pissed off by you and you bloody hell still have to cheek to come and tell me that what a "real" friend I am and what I did you will never forget. Now I'm telling you that you better remember me cause I'm so pissed off with you that I decided to let bonkers like you to die alone and even if one day happen to see your funeral I will not even pass by to pay my respect to you as a human being respect. You are that worse living live form on this planet. You said that I'm not a true friend, when you need help I ignore and disregard you. Ask yourself, when you are broke during your f**king 2years in NS who helped you out, when you need someone to accompany you, who was there by your side, when you need money to pay back the debts, who lend money to you, when you are so broke that you can't even buy yourself a plain noodle, who offered to buy you food. Ask yourself, and touch your heart if you still have one. You only know how to come looking for me when you are in the worse stage of your life but when you are having good time outside, did you remember me? Have my image ever crossed your mind? When I needed your help, did you even bother to reply me? Ask yourself who is being not true, who is being bastard. Seriously just because of me not giving you a template for resume you wanna make a big fuss out of it. Its not that I do not want to help you but I seriously think that even typing a resume you can't even be bothered to find your own template, I think I shouldn't even bothered to help you as well. You rather stand there dying and not doing anything, worse than a beggar. At least a beggar will fight to stay on in life but you are standing there waiting for what f**k to drop down from sky. If something gonna drop from sky, I wish it will be a meteor gonna hit you real hard and let you just die standing. I think that someone like you can quarrel with me because of a resume, I think you are not even worth my friend, plus its even not my fault I think that I shouldn't even know you. From the moment I walked out from your house, I tell myself that in the future be it what's that outcome of you, be it good or bad. It got nothing to do with me anymore, and I will never even wanna have anything in life that got to do with you. From now onwards, I do not have a friend or know someone by the name of Nicholas Tay. You are utterly a shame and disgrace to me. Knowing you is the greatest regret in my life.