These few days I know that I'm really not ok and why put on the stupid smile when everything is not ok at all. I thought everything is going to be ok but in the end I'm wrong and seems like its getting from bad to worse. I don't know what's so nice about you that I become like a idiot. Try to find reason to forget about you but I can't, I don't want to be like a idiot 6 years back. Its been so long since I got such feeling but why among so many people it happens on you. You are a unknown to me and I don't even know much about you and many things are in doubts too. I thought time could erase the feelings I had for you but it seems like I'm missing you more. Every moment when I looked back to all the photos, smile came to my face first then followed by tears. I really start to hate myself why do I have to fall for the wrong person everytime and things are always misleading. Maybe I shouldn't even talk to you even though you tried to be nice the other time. Now things are getting out of hand and I'm lost in a mess. I tried to move on without you but everytime I can't help it but to look back and again I'm stagnant down there again. I'm wondering when can I ever forget you, one moment you are close to me and next moment you are missing in action. Can you please tell me what you want so I can make up my mind too. I can't afford to get mislead by you and hurt myself badly again.