Today wasn't that great as I expected. Things turn out totally different from yesterday. Everything seems so cold and I'm hanging in the air. No news no message from you. I feeling empty and I'm crying helplessly, suddenly my world came crashing down and nothing seems as beautiful like before. Why do I need to go through all these nonsense again and again. Why left me hanging in the air and its like hanging me to a death sentence. I hardly can breathe anymore. When I ask myself why I become like these and I no longer able to understand myself anymore. Am I being too sticky or am I not giving you any personal space. Maybe I'm over doing what I need to do. Give myself some times maybe these 5 days is a good time for me to clear my mind and hopefully by then I'm able to hear something from you.