These few days I cried a lot. Through out my ICT haven't been really able to concentrate a lot. I miss you so much that I hardly able to control myself. I'm going crazy and haywire. Sometimes you don't reply or delay in replay I panicked and jump into conclusion creating a lot of misunderstanding. I'm really missing you so much and tomorrow you'll be going back to Thailand for 1week or so I'm not sure. I have so much to tell you and I really hope to see you again before you leave. I need to tell myself every other minute that you are busy working everyday and working through the night is not easy and in the day you need to rest plus sometimes having hangover but again when you didn't reply promptly I will start thinking non stop and I hardly able to calm down and tears start flowing down.
Every time when I come across anything got to do with beer, Thai or tall guys it reminds me of you. I don't know if I'm able to make it next week.
I opened my option, you found me. I closed my option because of you and I don't wanna open my option also because of you. I miss you badly.