love...are u comin back
my life story


Name: Simon -simple-
Age: born in the year of 1988
LikE: The pain I'm going through in life
HaTE: Myself for being so foolish


tagboard





links

~LiNk
~Jason(*_*)
~BeAuTy WoRlD
~aHbOi
~sErEnE
~ZhEnG Yi
~SaLiNa
~Daniel
~ShEyAnNe
~LiNdY
~SeLiNa
~JiN ShUn





*August 2005_
*September 2005_
*October 2005_
*November 2005_
*December 2005_
*March 2006_
*May 2006_
*June 2006_
*July 2006_
*August 2006_
*September 2006_
*October 2006_
*November 2006_
*December 2006_
*March 2007_
*April 2007_
*May 2007_
*June 2007_
*July 2007_
*August 2007_
*September 2007_
*October 2007_
*December 2007_
*January 2008_
*March 2008_
*April 2008_
*May 2008_
*June 2008_
*July 2008_
*August 2008_
*September 2008_
*October 2008_
*November 2008_
*December 2008_
*January 2009_
*April 2009_
*May 2009_
*July 2009_
*November 2009_
*March 2010_
*April 2010_
*May 2010_
*June 2010_
*August 2010_
*September 2010_
*October 2010_
*March 2011_
*April 2011_
*December 2011_
*January 2012_
*February 2012_
*March 2012_
*July 2012_
*August 2012_
*November 2012_
*May 2013_






Everything start from you and is left behind now
Sunday, March 18, 2012

Everything start from you, initially our conversation was so the mistake and now there's nothing left except doubts and regret. First time I felt so lost and I'm losing everything including myself. There's so many why and yet they can't be solve by myself alone because you're the answer to them. I tried many ways to just let go and forget about everything but it just can't be easily forget. I'm not a good player in your game and I lose terribly in this round. Why did you set up a game that's enough to kill me inside out. Your game is so heartless that I didn't even get to know the rules and had to play by ears. No matter how many times I was told that you're not the one and everything was not favor to you but I still strongly believe that you're the one I could believe. Why prove people around me that they're right and everything about you is so negative. 难道要找一个好好爱的人又那么难吗?我从不要求设么荣华富贵,只要你真心。
要我去爱一个我不爱的人,难道是你要的马?难道连我想要爱的人, 我都没有权力去选择吗?
我到底哪里不好,难道你感觉不到我对你的好吗?

* * *
* *