Everything start from you and is left behind now
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Everything start from you, initially our conversation was so the mistake and now there's nothing left except doubts and regret. First time I felt so lost and I'm losing everything including myself. There's so many why and yet they can't be solve by myself alone because you're the answer to them. I tried many ways to just let go and forget about everything but it just can't be easily forget. I'm not a good player in your game and I lose terribly in this round. Why did you set up a game that's enough to kill me inside out. Your game is so heartless that I didn't even get to know the rules and had to play by ears. No matter how many times I was told that you're not the one and everything was not favor to you but I still strongly believe that you're the one I could believe. Why prove people around me that they're right and everything about you is so negative. 难道要找一个好好爱的人又那么难吗?我从不要求设么荣华富贵,只要你真心。
要我去爱一个我不爱的人,难道是你要的马?难道连我想要爱的人, 我都没有权力去选择吗?
我到底哪里不好,难道你感觉不到我对你的好吗?