After all these while, I realised many things in life is just beyond our control. I've came to a point that I know somethings are like a cart, you can never push it side way. Things that are going to leave, you just got to let them go. Sometime I guess its not meant to be, as time goes by I know things are getting more and more tough. A lot of problem in life I don't blame anyone, I know some problem we ourselves let it happen. No matter what had happen in the past, I choose not to bring it back. Always telling myself you're not as bad as what others had said. Well, this year I realised things are happening too fast and too much. When I sit by the side of street looking at people walking up and down the crowded path, I asked myself " so many people in this place, but non of them were like you". When I look back at those photo, I know things are different and no longer the same. If time can turn back, I really hope that night will stay still and I have so many things to tell you. Even though the whole world might think you're someone with a ugly heart but deep down I know you're not that bad. I miss hearing your voice and those butterfly words. I know the second time I meet you could be the last time in my life and I might not get to see you again in my life anymore but there's nothing more I could ask for and I'm glad you're safe and sound. Somehow deep down, I still hope to see you at Bangkok. I know the chance of seeing you in Bangkok is like don't even hope for it. Well until I reach there will see how.